baby, school, and men

So, havent posted for a while, again, I think people rarely read this. Shannyn I miss you too we need to hang out when IM not working, I need a phone number from you and a livejournal name ify ou have one. Miss Lily Marie is doing wonderfully, I love her so much its unbelieveable! I am working my little keister off every SINGLE DAY to get money for school and I'm getting QUITE sick of it. ADam and I got in a fight and Im not sure where we stand now, but really, IM leaving for school in a few weeks and then what!? SO a BUNCH Of crazy things have happened lately LIly- great, cant believe I am an aunt, two young friends from CRown got ENGAGED! ANd the final not good at all, a good friend of mine tried to commit suicide. I HAVe dealt with suicide three times now in my life and thats far too many, two good friends, and Amery, someone I Didnt know very well. THERes NOTHING In life that prepares you for it though. I DOnt know what to do... I Love you all.CAt, call me soon before you leave. HAVe a good night all, I Lost my ambition for writing tonight.